November

Assalamualaikum.

Macam dah lama gila tinggal blog nie. So yeah, it's already november. Time flies too fast.
Tinggal about 2 minggu sekolah then start cuti sekolah. Rasa macam baru je masuk seseri, tup tup dah nak masuk form 5. Seriously i really really wanna study and cover form 4 topics during holidays. Results selama nie memang mengecewakan. Final exam? Allah je laa tahu betapa susahnya zatie rasa. Menyesal ambik ringan selama nie. Tapi better menyesal sekarang daripada esok spm baru nak sedar kan. So, i will never give up till my last breath, cewahh! Selagi belum spm, selagi tuh ada masa. Tolonglah ada cikgu tuisyen or home tutor yg pro. It's not that i can't, it's just that i wasted so much time. Aktiviti koko lah, sakit lah, malas lah, sampai ketinggalan. Hmm. I need to take care of my health moreee next year, and kurangkan aktiviti koko and of course be MORE serious. Spm kot! Ish ish. 

Btw, talking about seseri, kemudahan had been better. Bilik kopi dah ada fridge, 

kelas form 4 ada radio and speaker, laptop boleh bawak and we can enjoy the wifi,

laluan berbumbung bertambah, locker kelas baru, lawa pulak tuh. haha! Tapi makin banyak rules. 

So lagi ramai terdedah ke arah demerit. Maybe ramai yg nak memberontak, nak rebel. 

Tapi bila fikir balik, rules juga laa membentuk seserian to be better. Macam ape yg alumni cakap, 

just follow the flow. Bersyukur sebab that's what makes seseri different from other schools.

Macam baju prep seragam, kan teratur. Cerr kalau semua tshirt lain lain, tak ke semak pandangan? 

Makan guna fork and spoon, to help us being confident, lagi2 untuk majlis formal. 

Banyak lah lagi rules yg melibatkan benda kecik, tapi, there's nothing we could do. 

Tinggal lebih kurang setahun je then keluar sekolah. Ikut je laa selagi mampu. 

Kutuk belakang tak mengubah anything. Yes i was also one of them yg merungut,

tapi bila fikir balik, ada kebaikannya rules tuh dibuat. For those people yg rasa terikat

dgn rules mungkin akan rasa 'tak bestnya seseri'. But untuk orang yg chill and relaks je

xkira ape pun rules wujud, mesti boleh enjoy life kt sana. Kdg2 keadaan sekeliling yg buat

kita stress but derhhh, mulut orang mana boleh tutup.

If you feel like you can trust nobody to be your best friend,

just kawan dgn semua orang, tak perlu memilih. 

But now i'm worried. Can i be a good student next year? Can i be a good senior to the form 4s? Can i get straight A+? Can i get closer friends? Whatever it is i just need to keep trying, learn from my mistakes, avoid from hurting people, and enhance my relationship with Allah. Insyaallah izzati, you can achieve your targets!